Frustranger

I've been in my new role for almost a month now, but seriously, it feels more than that. Since day 1 I feel tired everyday as my day ends. So much to straighten up. I wasn't sure what to do first, and I think I still don't know what. I hate making excuses and I don't like the idea that I've been ranting to my boss. I want results. I want to succeed! And I will, in due time.

For now I have to let out all the frustration and anger towards things that are basic and simple but people don't get.  But I too cannot afford to be the bitch that I can be because I believe I have the charm that can make people say yes. I'd like to believe I am and will forever be a people person. I'm not the bad guy... But I'm afraid I'm close to being one.

I feel like my head and chest are gonna explode. I want to scream. I want to keep quiet. I want to shake it off!

Itching to Clean House

I've been back to work for exactly 8 days. Seriously, it feels like 8 months. I've been given this new role and with it comes responsibilities. Yes, I sound like Spiderman, but it really does. I can't believe the team survived this long with the kind of processes they do. Que horror! I want to change so much, do a lot!!! I can't wait! I've planned to do it this unexpected holiday but I ended up doing a make over of Danielle's room. I have a day left to prepare for my future in this role... No excuses!

Whadoyouknow... It's 2015!

I see that my last blog post was a year ago.  Not sure how I'd really take this blogging business.  I'm not really a writer, I'm just one of those who needs an outlet to keep sanity around. Not really sure what to make of this blog which probably transformed so many times I couldn't remember anymore.

So for 2015, I'll try to write some more, since this page's supposedly for rants, raves and random thoughts anyway. But as I begin my year,  let me borrow words from a true genius,  Neil Gaiman... In his blog he wrote:

"Be kind to yourself in the year ahead. 

Remember to forgive yourself, and to forgive others. It's too easy to be outraged these days, so much harder to change things, to reach out, to understand.

Try to make your time matter: minutes and hours and days and weeks can blow away like dead leaves, with nothing to show but time you spent not quite ever doing things, or time you spent waiting to begin.

Meet new people and talk to them. Make new things and show them to people who might enjoy them. 

Hug too much. Smile too much. And, when you can, love."

Happy 2015!