I've been in my new role for almost a month now, but seriously, it feels more than that. Since day 1 I feel tired everyday as my day ends. So much to straighten up. I wasn't sure what to do first, and I think I still don't know what. I hate making excuses and I don't like the idea that I've been ranting to my boss. I want results. I want to succeed! And I will, in due time.
For now I have to let out all the frustration and anger towards things that are basic and simple but people don't get. But I too cannot afford to be the bitch that I can be because I believe I have the charm that can make people say yes. I'd like to believe I am and will forever be a people person. I'm not the bad guy... But I'm afraid I'm close to being one.
I feel like my head and chest are gonna explode. I want to scream. I want to keep quiet. I want to shake it off!
